I can't believe that belly on me, but unfortunately, that's one of the effects of long-terms HIV-meds. And boy, I am always astonished at how gay I am. But otherwise, it's sort of fun and pretty damn authentic! I do love me some Sam Harris! He's really a DOLL! Become one of his vlogreaders, I command you!
MCO 2008
P.S. The comments are amazing! I"M SO TOUCHED AND MOVED.
just how gay are you?
Marc, this is delightful! It's such a good interview and you are even more fascinating than I knew. I echo Rod, how gay are you? Sweetie, there was nothing in that interview that screamed, "I'M GAY!" Even if there were, so what? I went through years of avoiding having my picture taken because whenever I saw an image of myself, the only thing that I could think was, "I can't believe how fat I am." Maybe not a perfect analogy, as being fat doesn't bring the same level of hate as being gay does, but my point is that I denied my family and friends images of me for nearly 30 years. There are hardly any pictures of me in the family photo albums because I ran from the camera. I confess that I'm trying to make up for lost time and that I'm the first one in front of the camera nowadays. I'm still fat, but I have a killer smile. Before you tell me that your comment about how gay you appear is insignificant, remember that this is not the first time you have referenced "appearing gay" in talking about how you appear on video.You appear to be you, a delightful, personable, and very colorful man. I have to run over to YouTube to check out the comments there.
Actually Sheria, my astonishment at "how gay I am" was not attached to any opprobrium. I merely note that the man I hear when I talk seems rather less obviously gay than the man I hear when I see him on screen. This does not makes me less "delightful, personable or colorful," perhaps. but it does make me less sexually attractive to myself. Of course, since I'm not sleeping with me, as long as I'm still able to get men like Garris and Tony hot for me, that's not necessarily a problem. But when I see a video of me, I want to be best friends with that guy, but I'm not sure I want to sleep with him. This is sort of a gay dilemma--we can turn ourselves off in ways straight men can't.
I loved it.
Sam's comment: "311. Is that for couches only"
A comment by you: "Then of course we get into some screenplays" Laughed my arse off in parts.
You are very honest and open with your story Marc. I find that a wonderful quality in a person but particularly in men since being open is a difficult thing for a lot of men. And yes you ARE doing God's work. (If your readers haven't watched the vid then none of my comments will make sense)